2009年6月31日晚，于北京，小波b踏上归途，他说好了要哭的，结果除了回忆，什么tmd也没有留下。

1991年，于锡林浩特，我家搬到了五中，从此我们相识，开始了人生中最nb的友情岁月；

1991~1995年，伴随着“自作多情，出口成章，屁股没擦干净”和“bb康康菜”的呼声我们走过了金色的童年；

1995~2000年，足球成为了主旋律。北京国安+青龙队(如此2的名字)，足球成了我们一生的内容；

2000年1月日，新千年晚，我过生日，大雪纷飞，我和大牙骑着自行车，顶风冒雪，翻过长满了冰的院墙，在楼道里等小波到凌晨(此处省略3000字)，外面很冷，楼道里有暖气；

2000年，于东北，我去了一所很远的大学，从此我们分道扬镳；

2001年5月1日，于秦皇岛，与大牙相距，第一次见到高yy，看到大牙扶着她从沙丘上下来，挺感动，我也不知道为啥。那次也没记住什么，就记得海边一直下雨，还有MCDONALD里那首歌放了200遍的《第一次》，还有我在海边给小波b打得那个电话，不知道都说什么，就记得一句，“听到海的声音了吗？”真tmd傻透了。

2005年，于北京，我本科毕业，转战到一所很传说的大学，和很传说的大牙相聚；

2007年，于北京回龙观，我研究生毕业，开始了在北京讨生活，住大牙隔壁，近在咫尺。亦如当年我家那扇玻璃，薄了于无；

2009年，于北京上地七街，我工作在大牙隔壁，也近在咫尺，亦如当年火柴盒那么小的蒙中；

转眼之间，我们都到了结婚生子年龄，生活改变了很多，却永远难以磨灭儿时的记忆。哭过很多次，笑过很多次，等一切沉淀下来，都是那么亲切，那么清晰。

最后，唱首歌吧，送给又一次远去的小波b

 

我听到传来的谁的声音
象那梦里呜咽中的小河
我看到远去的谁的步伐
遮住告别时哀伤的眼神
不明白的是你为何情愿
让风尘刻划你的样子
就象早已忘情的世界
曾经拥有你的名字我的声音
那悲歌总会在梦中惊醒
诉说一点哀伤过的往事
那看似满不在乎转过身的
是风干泪眼后萧瑟的影子
不明白的是为何人世间
总不能溶解你的样子
是否来迟了明白的渊源
早谢了你的笑容我的心情
不变的你
伫立在茫茫的尘世中
聪明的孩子
提着易碎的灯笼
潇洒的你

很久没有写过东西了，以前是因为在北京生活的艰辛，现在是因为放下心情的懒惰。06年在f毕业后，进入pl公司工作了两年，生活突然从紧张的学习状态进入了更加紧张的工作状态，很长一段时间用生活诠释着艰辛。08年，离开pl，一家美资；来到h，一家国企。曾经谁都不愿意加入的国企如今成立名副其实的香窝窝，随着风云突变的经济形势我也只好实现了事业的一次转变。从f到pl，在到h，不过五年的时间。生活改变了很多很多。至今不知道经历多了是好事还是坏事，有一点是肯定的，我在成长和进步。

至今脑海中犹存的清晰画面：漫雪的东北小城市的小学校的小自习室，奋斗从那一刻开始。年少的我发誓奋斗五年，改变态度和人生。开始的经历处处坎坷却也苦中有乐。那一年，我22岁，我知道这一切归功于年轻，而年轻真的是很厚很厚的资本。离开东北小城的那一天，无尽的苦涩，无尽的想望和怀念。

在f的两年是我人生转变的两年。有无数超级可爱的老师和同学。酷爱cookies的sub，总是傻笑的lark,大名鼎鼎的andr(因为听说他祖籍马达加斯加，哈哈)。曾经有一部电影开启了我的美国梦，在f的学习生活让这一切逐渐趋于平静。点点的荣耀，点点的成绩，成为了我事业的起点和累积。我知道我还差的很远很远，但是也知道我已经冲过了起跑线。

在pl经历了一个公司从兴盛到衰落，时间不过短短的两年。无论ibm，还是motorolla，在08年的危机中无一幸免，何况我们弱小的pl。以往感觉usa的危机距离甚远，现在亲身体会，不知该喜该悲。无论怎么样，生活还得继续。纪念一下，09年，达尔文诞辰200周年，《物种起源》150周年：适者生存，亘古不变的道理。在这里收获了很多，很多良师，很多朋友，最重要的是在这里收获了爱情。从此人生中多了一份很沉很沉得责任。

人一定要真诚，这样你会有很多的朋友；人一定要努力，这样你会得到社会的认可。有了这两点，无论风云如何变幻，永远有我们的一席之地。危机中很多人在蹉跎，更多地人在危机中点点的飞升。当生活不再选择你的时候，你要有能力选择生活。来到h两个月了，一切都是那么祥和。我知道现在很多人期盼这种生活，但我也知道这种生活不适合我，以后的怎么走，我自己也不清楚。

05年，我来到北京；06年毕业，我在考虑生活学习在大洋的哪边；07年，在北京买了房，从此开始两点一线的生活；08年，填充了我的小buick，从此开始了周一到周五每天走路不到50米的生活。世界变得越来越小，对家的熟悉和眷恋却越来越浓。

09年新年，顶着大雪开车回家。第一次开车走这么远的路，有种兴奋的感觉，再次回到草原，耳边响起那首老歌《草原在哪里》。这首老歌表达了什么样的情怀，以至于感触颇深却未曾读懂。

三十多年前，很多的青年从五湖四海聚到了草原。那个特殊的年代早就了许多感人的故事和这个特殊的群体—知青。大浪淘沙，背井离乡，人生的3/4献给了草原。其中就有我的父母。在外求学的很多年，我都不理解这种感情，我想现在我明白了，我不是蒙古人，但这个关外小城却是生我养我的地方。百年前，金戈铁马的蒙古人横跨欧亚大陆；百年后，只有这一个个小小的敖包记录着蒙古草原曾经的辉煌和如今的祥和。我想我懂了那首歌：草原就在我的心里。

    It's about 1'o clock. I still don't wanna go to sleep now.  Since long time overtime work, i have no time to think about my future, and care about my family and friends totally. With leaving my corp. already, i am free for about one month and can arrange this period myself.

    夜深人静了，这时候豆豆还在自己的小圈里面走来走去，她的世界永远是那么大，似乎也没有白天黑夜。豆豆是我见过最可爱的小猫--缩小版的黑豹，我吃饭的时候她静静在旁边，从来不苗苗叫； 她吃饭的时候我把她抱开，她好奇的看着我，等我把她抱回去。what a lovely girl she is! she always lives like a white paper, few people could live clearly like her, and so do i. 睡觉睡觉。。。。明天会更好

   

I just came back from long project vocation on huge grassland, where is my hometown. Lots of wonderful days spend in Xilinhot, as the days I come back with my friends before, are unforgettable memory in my life, especially with my girlfriend this time. I write down about this period as following, just like it store in my heart.

We came back on Friday morning. Unfortunately, we stop on the Badaling high speed because of traffic jam. And we continue our journey until 11’o clock. Inner Mongolia was arriving at 16’o clock. Finally, we arrived in Xilinhot at noon. Anyway, a little bit unlucky on my way home, whatever, we are happy.

       We went to my brother’s home at Saturday morning. The big cows, the sheep, the grassland and blue sky, all the landscape are amazing, although it was windy. I drove on the straight road with fresh air, we are free, totally. And we have lunch with my brothers and sisters, then drove around our city to found out about changes during the days I am not in my hometown and show the small but harmonious city to Ann. Although it is not developed, but more pacific and tuneful. All the citizens living here are more easy-going, warmhearted and kind. By the way, we found out a snack in the grassland when we went out of our city to take photos, that’s horrible.

       Sunday morning, we were going into real huge grassland with my parents. It’s about 60 kilometers from Xilinhot and we drove about 1 hour to get there. We joined a nomad’s family, who is a friend of my father. They are very kind, cordial and warmhearted. We ate Shoubarou together at lunch, with Xuechang, Naicha, Naijiaoke, Naidoufu and so on. I had meal like this for hundreds of times after I was born in Xilinhot, but it was also delicious because I am away from grassland for 8 years and have little chance to come back. Anyway, I love my hometown very much, and there are thousands of wonderful memories in my life, especially with my golden childhood. The nomad’s field has horses, cows, baby sheep, a camel, and two zangao. We rode a horse on the grassland and took lots of photos. We also drove on the grassland with no direction, that’s totally different from driving in Beijing, traffic jam and low speed with thousands of cars on the road. Finally, we came back reluctantly at noon.

       Next, we underwent a week in city. We called back Wang on Wednesday and Pan on Thursday, both of them are my friend grown up with me. As usual, Majiang, singing, shopping and a new game, Guaguale…..LOL….. We went to Shuiku at Friday and played soccer there. Ann, Pan and I together as on team, and Wang with Xu is another team. Our team won the final score to be 8:4. Ann got 5 score, so she is the best score player. Pan is the most strong player but fell down twice, so he is the best player in the game. Just kidding, nice game, nice time spend together with my friends, it was unforgettable memory in my life. We grew up together and played together, studied together, and also live together before, all in all, we were together, but it’s hardly to get together to have fun again because we separated with each other far away now. We all have our own career and aim, and now we will have our own family also. Bless you guys happy and having a fine family… So do I…

       Finally, Ann and I came back to Beijing on Sunday and end up our journey from Xilinhot, my beautiful and lovely hometown.

 

So many unbelievable things happen oversea against beiijng olympics deriving from tibet. So many countries in Europe shouldn't but into China issues. Every country just mind their own business, but with the human right in China. They all hypocrities, definitely!

I was born in an small city in inner mogolia named xilinhot, which is a city lived with mogolia minority and the han nationallity.  we conflicted with each other since i was a kid, although we have no contradiction actually. I have no attitude about race and china,  as a country. I never remembered about the whole china together to reject about some thing unresonable or violent to our country. Chinese are like soil, never solidity together before, even once!  With the Jugoslavia embassy explored issue, there was no result officially. Just have so many unmeaning condemn. And the Janpnese product rejection, i picked up a student paraded and shouted rejecting Janpenese product with sony dv in hands on the video. What an ignorance guy he is.

But now, all the chinese oversea and in China, they are togeter to  conflict about Europe, especilly France, and State, with its shite CNN..We reject about carrifo during May 1st, whatever lost with Chines or Franch. We just make clear about an attitude from the whole china: Tibit is part of China, no matter what.  We are ready for the Olympics in beijing!  Come on Beijing, Come on China!

Today is Aug. 9, 07, a day  easy to be remembered.

Kawa little town, a small quiet cofes locates in Wudaokou.

Diaokeshiguang, another small cofes of Wudaokou.

Guanghezuoyong, a book store with good feeling in Wudaokou.

Leaves some photoes taken from Kawa, lot of delicious and good looking food.....

 

 

Back from IKEA and feel so tired now. I wanna write down something about these amazing days in PLM with some good friends. Although big pressure here, I feel so happy. Coz i am the guy like playing more than working. LOL, just kidding. I have to work harder now due to the deadline about our project is coming, i must done the first task perfect.

Some record about these happy days, for the first 3 monthes in PLM.

Queen Sea, North Sea, the gathering to celebrate for WjL's birthday in Mani Loda Tangta Art Bar, many times KTV and we went to buy the flowers, first time for me, lol. BTW, I just know how to say the group member underground in English, ok, confirm about as following: Little Ann-underling, Bobbie-Boss. lol, oh my god, i can explain about this to WjL finally. Could you say something i write down here?

Having a new place to live, My sweet sis will imigrate to a so different country, all my life is changing.

Bless you, both my sis and my friends.

 

Graduation Ceremony Speech of FIU

17 March 2007                        

Xiaokun Yang

Faculty, family, friends, and fellow graduates, good morning.

学院老师，各位家人，朋友和参加毕业典礼的同学们，早上好。

I am honored to address you today. On behalf of the master students of Florida International University 2005 graduating in Beijing, I would like to thank all the parents, families, and friends who encouraged and supported us as we worked towards our graduate degrees. I would also like to thank all of professors and other staff members in college of software beihang university. And finally I would especially like to thank the FIU faculty members who served as our instructors, mentors, and friends.

我非常荣幸今天能在这里代表佛罗里达国际大学2005届北京毕业生，感谢所有在我们最终取得荣耀的道路中始终如一鼓励，支持我们的家人和朋友; 感谢北京航空航天大学软件学院的所有的老师和工作人员对我们的关心和爱护；最后，我还要特别感谢佛罗里达国际大学工程学院的教授，他们是我们永远的良师和朋友。

As I think back on this one-and-a-half year, my mind is filled with memories, happy, sad, frustrating, and excited.

Today I would like to share with you some of the memories that I take with me as I leave FIU.

一年的时间，我们有太多的回忆，其中有快乐，有悲伤，有沮丧，有激动。今天，当我们要离开FIU时，我愿意与大家分享。

I take with me the memory of our campus filled with passionate, committed, and supportive professors, top in their fields. I am sure every graduate can locate a special professor who inspired, encouraged, challenged and motivated him or her beyond where they could see themselves. During our time here, we have experienced the gift of amazing teachers and staff.

让我们铭记那些曾经无私给予和支持我们的教授，可爱的subbarao, 帅气的Robort, 优雅的Andrian, 睿智的Yen Kang, 严厉的Larkins。他们曾经辛勤地传道授业解惑，将知识之杖传于我们，用智慧之光引导我们，以高尚的道德、深厚的素养教化我们，而这一切都将是我们人生旅途中取之不尽的财富。

I take with me memories of unforgettable times we had in our school, peer reviews of papers, sharing of ideas, prepping each other for tests, and celebrating the completion of goals. And I know. I know I could not have done it without the students I met along the way. We became friends. The kind of friends who leave lasting impressions, because they shared a part of themselves with me. Refer to FIU students, I have always said they have been and continue to be the very best part of my journey. Their willingness to support each other, care for each other and actively work for change – it’s a gift beyond value.

让我们铭记在这里度过的难忘时光，将痛苦、悲伤、兴奋、喜悦、感动、惊叹这一切的感受封存，放置于我们的内心深处。因为我实在难以忘记301的秉烛夜读，大陆最后一次旧托福考试的报名长队，彻夜不归的在教室作项目，以及图书馆清香的油墨， 足球赛破门的一瞬，3号楼自习炎炎的酷热，如此等等。FIU的同学们，我永远都认为你们已经是并且一直都将会是我人生旅途中最棒的部分。你们支持，帮助他人的意愿和积极改变人生的态度----是给我的无价馈赠。我会将这一切贴上毕业的封条，若干年之后再来品味，彼时感觉如何，着实令我憧憬，不过此时的感觉是明了的，因为这是一种坦然，一种期待，一种幸福！

Someone told me that students graduating this year are the active ones. That is because students in FIU are like one unit. So at present, I would like to tell the current FIU students that staying at FIU is a good opportunity for you. Cherish your time here.

在这离别之际，让我们一如既往的用信任的目光相互鼓励：FIU的毕业生充满了活力，我们永远是一个整体。不忘母校之恩不负母校之名，让我们约定若干年后再次相聚于此的时候，要让母校为我们的人生引以为傲。

Finally on behalf of the graduating students of 2005, I wish all graduates a wonderful life and our school a resplendent future.

Thank you.

最后，请允许我代表所有2005级毕业生，祝同学们一路走好，前程似锦，祝FIU蒸蒸日上，未来更加辉煌！！

 谢谢大家                                    

Bless all my friends happy this new year, especially the girl living in Japan.